I'm Just a Normal Person

"I'm just a normal person, I don't have any powers."

those words killed me, murdered me tonight.

my son has wanted to be a Jedi for a long while now, and tonight while i was putting him to bed he burst into tears as he confessed "Jedis aren't real."

he wept. literally wept. there was nothing more he wanted to be. and realizing or coming to grips with the idea that a Jedi isn't "real" was just too much for him. he confessed that he isn't a jedi, just a normal person and that he didn't have any powers.

it took all of me to not break down with him.

all i could do is assure him, that while a Jedi isn't really real, that i was so proud of him that he wanted to be a Jedi. because a Jedi is good, and protects people and fights for what is right.

i told my son these are all things that i hope for him. and even though Jedis aren't real, i am truly proud that he wants to be one.

i also told him that i'm just a normal person. i know, hard to believe. but the reality is our kids look up to us and don't see us as normal people. i told him that i'm just a normal person but God helps me to do great things all the time.

i told him that i pray with people to be healed and get to lead people in worshiping God. these are great things. its okay to be a "normal" person, because God will help us do great things.

so here is to being a normal person, and how devastating it is when we discover that.

may we be equally rocked when we discover the greatness of God and what He wants to do through us!